As much as I missed some usual things I have not tried to do or people I haven’t been with lately, there’s one thing that I have severely missed-MYSELF. I miss the times when there’s so much happiness and laughter in me. It dawned me that my job has taken its toll on me already making the “me” vanished. I don’t really blame my work totally, I am playing a big part on this freaking thing. I dunno why but I get so engrossed on things I shouldn’t have placed too much emotion in the first place. I guess it’s really right to say that the lesser you care, the happier you can be. I guess it’s not too late yet.
I woke up one day realizing that I have not done the things I should’ve done If only I hadn’t cared that much. One time I was asked on my age, in all honesty I couldn’t answer because I was confused whether I am 21 or 22 already. It was funny yet alarming at the same time &it took me enough courage to ask myself why I have forgotten my exact age. Thus, this just goes to show how I am so detached with myself already.
Yes, I am 22 and I can’t say yet if being so much loving with my work or with almost everything around me is the only thing I wanted to do for the rest of my life. I hated myself for being like this at times but someone told me that through this I came to meet myself and my heart deeper. I know I always have the heart for everyone, this is also the reason why I cared so much.
2 years ago, I promised to make the best out of my life and do the things that can make me the happiest. So, I’m making the promise real. Right now, I’m taking back myself. What’s happening to me now is more depressing than the break-ups I had with my ex’s. Haha On a more serious note, I’m diving back into life.
God is always and forever good. :)
My dog is love.
smile though your heart is breaking.
Holy shit. It’s been a while since I last checked out my beloved Tumblr. Work sucks, makes me get sick of my life. But Life is still good to me. Uncertainties, All the crap of life should be embraced with open heart. Smile though you can no longer find any reason why you should. Happiness is a choice, so make a choice. SMILE like there’s no tomorrow.